"Never make decisions out of fear, Jesper. Only out of spite."

Who am I?

| Kaz R. Brekker | 19 |
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| SaB/ SoC fictive |
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| Alter from Petricrow Pandas |


About me

I'm 19, and a Kaz Brekker fictive. I identify as genderfluid (any pronouns), queer (men, but if my boyfriend wasn't cis then damn right I'd still want them), and am physically disabled both innerworld and outerworld, as the body is disabled in a similar way to my source. I have many roles, including being the core and cohost of a subsystem, and hold BPD and NPD traits, as well as AVPD traits. I don't know how that's possible either. I rely heavily on tone tags to both convey and understand tone. I am in a monogamous relationship with Ace (PS), and am a father to my four-year-old daughter. If you're reading this, then chances are I trust you enough to let you follow my account- if that's the case, don't break that trust. Extra chances come few and far between with me. Read on for more.

Likes:
- My friends (Jesper (x2), Inej, Kat, Tessa, Nina (I suppose /lh), Milo, Tommy (in-sys), Cherry, and Alina.
- Edits of me.
- Making Spotify playlists- see the other links in my linktree.
- Source
- Weapons, and using said weapons
- Crime
- Hozier
- Writing poetry
- Taking care of my daughter, Lidl Lil.
- My boyfriend
Dislikes
Pray you never find out.

Boundaries.

- If you're here to judge my source actions, then leave. I identify heavily with my source, and I hold zero regrets for a large amount of my source actions. I did what was necessary, and I'd do it again if I had to.- Should be obvious, but pekka rollins, tante heleen, general kirigan, anyone along those lines from source, DNI with me. As well as anyone from my source family (except for my brother and my mother), whether canon or not.- I have a few friends (they know who they are), as well as a boyfriend- Ace, in our partner system. If these people, or their systems, are hurt in any way, then expect me to be on your case about it /srs.- I only let people that I personally trust and am close with, follow me. If I don't accept you, don't be offended. To date, only three systems other than my own are allowed to follow me.- I don't care what your opinion is on me being a father. Lidl Lil is my daughter, and I will protect her until the day I die, and far beyond that. I have done and still do extensive work to be the best possible father to bun, and will destroy anything or anyone that hurts her.- Don't assume you know me in my entirety purely based on my source. I've developed a lot since then- partially my own shit, and partially because I was host May 2021 - May 2022, and still front often.